October 2009
1 post
the past couple of weeks
a new job, a new festival, someone im really tacken away with but he doesnt want anything, and it hurts. i need to fly away from all of this, life its self is just to hard and im not excited about it, im moving out of home to westend where i think it will be a new story, but the thing is with this boy it hurts my heart alot, and i just cant stop thinking about him, we had such a great connection...
September 2009
3 posts
le plans
le plans for tonight
seeing le boy
seeing le friends
and seeing le gig
pretty good le night lol
oh i might even have a le rice( i hate le rice just wanted to say it )
August 2009
7 posts
i miss her....
i miss her and her name is eeberlav :(
July 2009
32 posts
i dont see the point anymore
its true i really dont see the point anymore, ive decided to leave that part of my life in the past. no more of this, i cant handle it anymore!!
now
i now have glasse and i dont mind them :)
looks like.....
im getting reading/driving/watching movies glasses how excitting :)
to lose
to lose weight is my aim, and it shell begin today!!!!!!!!!!1
??
i really dont no anymore, i give up. if you want to be pissed at me then fine what ever. i dont care anymore. im alredy stuffed in the head whats wrong with adding this!!.
is getting out
im getting myself out of a hole, finger cross it works
well....
i dont think im going to use my phone anymore, i found out yesturday that my friebnd died, not so great, so not at a great place right now, rang someone today, he didnt seem keen on me coming over so i might as well just well, disapair for awhile, i hate this place im in.
jon was the friends name, i met him on ski trip, he was the only person i really spoke too and told him everything, i never...
today
today i have:
recived a message from rob saying penis
have eaten some choclate
have started my diet
have started to make my coustome
have started the sweet ass birthday present for both val-pants :)
and tahlia-bear
just wanted everyone to know.
June 2009
38 posts
pretty face boy2.
well i saw pretty face boy again, decided nothing special, he is an ass hole…..no more pretty face boy.
i just want you
i just want you to hold me at night, and say things that make me blush, to make me feel good about myself, and stop me from feeling always alone in my bed at night, i want the feeling you get when you just stay at home in bed watching late movies, while its raining, i wish that i had someone speacial so i wouldnt always feel alone, i wish i had someone that would tell me they love...
avoid
To avoid criticism Say nothing Do nothing Be nothing.
ive finally
ive finally worked out that i can’t make someone care….so …. i have FINALLY stopped trying
